July 2011
June 2011
people are idiots.
that awkward moment when you are listening to Michael Buble on your ipod and then a Nora Jones song randomly starts playing but the ipod says its still Buble…
"why, aren't you a little feisty potato"
my sisters are effing weird as shit
That awkward moment when you're yelling at someone and you mess up a word.
Wise men say only fools rush in
But I can’t help falling in love with you
Shall I stay would it be a sin
If I can’t help falling in love with you
Like a river flows
Surely to the sea
Darling, so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand
Take my whole life too
For I can’t help falling in love with you
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand
Take my whole, my whole life too
For I can’t help falling in love with you
For I can’t help falling in love with you
-M.Buble
oh no…there is a wave of awesome optimism coming your way…
i feel different today. well besides being sickly and junk, i feel happier and more hopeful. like i can do anything. i feel like i know what i wanna do with my life. i feel like i finally figured that shit out. i want to run my own non-profit safe center for women and children of abuse. where they can sleep and get a hot meal in safety. and have a couple of therapist/counselors there so they can help them deal with the truama and help them get on the right path to be own their own.
i really-really wanna do this. i think that would be absolutely great. when i think about doing that, and going down that path in life, i feel-secure. as in that is the right thing for me to do.
besides that revelation, i am doing a lot better then i have been the last couple weeks. i’m going to hang out with my best friend a lot more and go places instead of sitting on my couch on the computer, being a whinny bitch. i have so much to look forward to and be happy about and i am going to stop focusing on the bad stuff that has happened to me and instead zero-in on the great stuff thats gunna happen.
yepp-i am. life is too short to be unhappy and to be something that you aren’t.
:D
sometimes, when people talk..i want to punch them in the cake hole. like-really. these people are being really annoying and i am not in the mood to deal with stupidity at the moment.
felipe and julie. stfu, and go home. i couldnt sleep last night cause you didnt go home. i do not like you. get the hint-if no one is awake and it is not your house. GTFO.
for real, its not that hard.
fuccccckme.
i feel like total shit. i took a nap and drank water and stuff but i still feel like puking my brains out.
sooo…i’m fucked.
have a meeting-thingy at one and i haven’t been asleep all night, not one second.
jooooooy
there hasn’t been another person in this world that makes me feel more understood and loved then my mom.
i love yeah, ma.
i don’t know what’s wrong with me lately. i haven’t been ignoring my friends but i sure haven’t put forth the effort to try. and it makes me feel like a bad friend. and i seriously, just don’t know. i know i’m dealing with a lot of stuff but i have been sitting on my computer, going through supernatural episodes for the last couple days. i feel so..weird and i still seem to not give a rat ass. it’s like i have no drive anymore.
i don’t know. i really…really don’t.
